Todays a bad day in the worst way,
Hard times have been coming from all sides,
I’m stressed out my mind and it’s all of the time,
I can’t see an out at this even if I do grind.
The pressure is building and I’m ready to pop,
Every night sweating so much I needed a mop,
Strains on my body are showing their signs,
Ectopic beats weighing down on my mind.
I sit in my house wondering what path my future takes,
Praying to god that nothing else inside me breaks,
Hoping and wishing to be healthy enough to do it all,
Constantly waiting for that doctors call.
Temperature rising, inside I am dying as I feel like I’m frying,
Boiling from the inside out can be trying,
Then I get the antibiotics and now I’m crying,
Because they mess with my mood and leave me drowning.
