Tuesday 10 March 2020

Delirium not just for christmas it's for life.

Delirium is like all the bad things in your life all rolled into one,
It's like a nightmare you can't wake up from,
It's like your life has become a bad horror film,
People hunting you, experimenting and killing

Reality gone, trying to adapt to what's going on,
Brain trying to make sense of the pain,
Every cut, every conversation that you had,
We are sedated not dead, we hear everything that is said,
Just our brain can't compute enough said?

To us, you are plotting and scheming our demise,
Or maybe even just want to cut out our eyes,
Everything you do will affect us its true,
We're fighting for our lives so give us our due,
What looks like to you to be 'Pleasantly confused'
Is us frightened beyond words I can speak,
Knowing what's happening the term leaves me bemused,
The person is suffering not Pleasantly or truly confused.

Delirium doesn't take away our ability to think,
It takes away reality and leaves us to sink,
To process a world without any cues,
Outside of what we feel and process its true,
The line in my neck inserted though an incision?
To me someone trying to bleed me to death.

Those Art lines used to monitor my blood?
Was someone cutting my wrists and inserting probes to torture,
So remember this as I tell it so clear,
I might be sedated but the pain it is real,
Remember the people whom hold me so dear,
Remember everything you do I can feel.

So in ending, I bring my point to the clear,
Try to whisper because I can hear,
Not just a body or a puzzle to solve,
A person, a Human and someone who's loved,
So it's simple, what you must do,
What would you want done if in that bed it was YOU

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