Thursday, 16 August 2018

Acceptance: The greatest Gift

Acceptance


I am a patient, medically an expert in just a few things,
Surviving Striving and Thriving while under stress,
An ICU stay that nearly ended me,
But turned out to be the rebirth of me.

I was never the most social of people,
Talking to others, terror-inducing,
The thought of parties a tiring thought,
Meeting strangers a crazy idea,

After rehabilitation complete, 
Invited to help those after,
Brought into a team as a peer,
Never looked down on but looked to for views,
Acceptance a feel new to me.

Hard work, volunteering and writing,
Drew attention from across the land,
An Invitation extended to speak,
A wary acceptance, fearing the stress.

Arrival greeted welcomed by all,
unconditional acceptance from strangers,
A strange new place I find myself,
Accepted by those who know me least,
Made to feel part of the team.




So I would like to thank the InS:PIRE team at Crosshouse who not only saved my life, helped me to rebuild myself but invited me to volunteer as a peer volunteer this has opened so many doors for me to talk about my experience and hopefully pass on any wisdom I have gleaned. 

I would also like to thank ICUSteps Edinburgh Who invited me to speak at their event but made me feel welcome and as if I was one of there team. It is very rare for me to be welcomed so warmly and unconditionally. 

This has only been possible because I nearly died and I am thankful that i did because these events changed my life for the better. It has given me purpose and meaning to my life and this was hard to find before my coma.

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